:: Sketches on 04.01.11 ::

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 uolz! :)

Hey blog, sorry coz I said that I'm giving up that day.. :'( I'm just started to loosing hope, started not to believe on myself, deny my own ability.......

But anyway, I'm not going to right now!! ^^ Coz I know that there's always hope! I won't give up! I won't! Yeah, I'm still unemployed.. Sad huh? ^^ Yeah, a graduate still couldn't find a job like other course mates.. Hehe..

But nevermind lah.. Like I said before, we all have our own blessings and plan by God, isn't it? ^^ I had a plan, which is I want to work part time! Hmm.. Anywhere.. I will make sure on myself that I will get a part time within this week! Coz, I want A LOT OF MONEY!!! I want going back home, buy flight tickets and celebrate Chinese New Year with my family.. And I want to give pocket money to both my brother and sister.. Then buy clothes for my family.. That is my first target right now.. Uolz~ Don't laugh at me na for not having a full time job yet.. kekeke~ Coz that'll hurt me and lower down my confidence~ I kan sensitive~ Alaaa.. Uolz simpan dalam hati and gelak je.. That one I don't mind.. hahahaha~ No la.. I'm learning to be tougher! I'm not giving up looking for a permanent job! Segala-gala sindiran, carutan, kritikan, akan bertukar menjadi kekuatan, dorongan dan semangat untuk I berusaha lagi gigih! Hahahha~

Btw to all my sahabat-sahabat sekalian.. Huhu~ Cannot meet you all for a long time dy, I apologize na.. Huhu~ Wanted so much to meet you all.. Miss all of you so damn much.. but I know you all understand my condition too kan.. Huhu.. Miss you all lah.. :( ......................

Anyway, today is a productive day. A jobless girl (girl eh? :D) woke up at 7am, bathe, making breakfast, eat panadols (sick again... huhu~), mopped the floor, clean dapur masak, taking out all old clothes (yang lama-lama tak pakai tu~) and washed. Nampak sgt xde kerja kan? Muahaha~ Then facebooking~ While wandering around, saw some festkum pictures.. Tibaa je rasa sayu je.. huhu~ miss all my friends.... :(

Actually uolz, many people said that it's a mistake for me joining festkum.. coz I'm bazir-ing my time rather than looking for jobs.. :( Tak lah.. Uolz, I think again for many times, and I still think that it's not a mistake.. I can travel, relax my mind, meet a lot of new friends, good experience! I even cuba bakat for pembaca berita under RTM booth dat day.. Kelakar dohhh.. haha~ And, kelakar juga when I won the karaoke competition organized by Filem Negara. Actually kan, cerita asalnya, only got 5 prizes, and kelima-lima kawan I including me la, join this competition.. U want to know nyanyi lagu ape? Haaaa... I bet you don't know the song! hahaha! Coz it's lagu koporat Filem Negara dohhh.. hahaha~ Then I won the first prize. Tiba je! I never sing K kot.. Got once la when I join singing competition during Form 3 with my friend, got consolation prize. Then never sing except caroling during Christmas. Hahaha~ Nak pecah perut gelak kot when 5 of us got the prize! :) Senyum lebar bila terkenang memori indah...

Well, kenangan indah although I sakit mata during the event and got sick after coming back~ Haha~ Let's see the picture below. Looks like after cry for few hours kan? Hahaha~ Sakit mata la.. Plus sleep at 4am, woke up at 7/8am~ Haha~ Kenangan manis! ^^

Anyway, today will be another day looking for job! Oh ya, I found a programme which really suits people who studied business, especially AINI AZMI!!! Makcik!!! Datang lah sini kerja!!! KAMI RINDU ANDA!!!! hahahaha~ Tapi nanti I cite na! Tapi uolz boleh g google dulu or g website dia.. It's called FSTEP. Anyone who ever joined this is seriously welcomed to share with me your experience or tell me more about it! ^^ Outz dulu~ Update later....! ^^❤

❤ Daily Vitamin ❤ :
If you do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes.
- St. Clement of Alexandra -

:: 11 November 2010 ::

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Hi semua! :D I pun tak tau ni nk ucap selamat pagi ke selamat malam.. Maklumlah sekarang ni pukul 4.22 pagi.. Hahaha~ Inilah kesannya akibat daripada tidur awal sangat. I rasa I terlelap pukul 11 malam tadi kot. Terbangun lak pukul 12.30pagi. :S (Kalau nak tau tu pulak ialah kesan makan terlampau kenyang. ^^ Dah sekian lama tidak pernah I habiskan Pecal Ayam seorang. Selama ini I akan bahagikan nasi separuh kepada Jay and ayam kepak hanya ambil yang tengah tu je.. =.= Memandangkan Jay tak dapat nak teman I malam ini, terpaksalah I habiskan semua makanan dalam pinggan.. Memang kenyang gile2! Btw, thanks Kak Siti belanja mamam! :D) Kak Siti tu housemate I terchinta! Nak kirim salam I boleh tolong kirimkan~ hehe.. :)

Oh ya, kalau nak rasa pecal ayam tu, ia terletak di Pusat Hentian Kajang, depan kedai mamak Shakers. Kat situ memang famous dengan pecal lele. (Ngehehe.. sorry gambar tak de lak.. Next time k? :D)

Awal-awal pagi ni dok bosan pulak.. :( Jay ada dekat Bentong, Pahang, kawan-kawan semuanya tengah dibuai mimpi.. Huhu.. Jadi I ni ape lagi, layan blog Teratak Dayang_Jack. Kepada yang suka cari resipe2 masakan, bolehlah jenguk blog ni. I suka sangat setiap kali jenguk2 blog ni. Rasa macam nak masak terus je! Haha. Tengah belajar cara nak masak nasi lemak and sambal sebenarnya ni.. Dah pernah try masak sambal.. Tapi.. Tapi.. Hahaha.. Entahlah.. I rasa macam tak sesedap yang I makan dekat kedai ataupun yang dimasak oleh Kak Siti jer! Hahahaha.. Anyway, Asam Rebus Udang dalam blog tu macam menarik and simple je. Maybe nak try esok! Ahaks! Boleh makan udang sbb Jay xde! Hehe.. Jay makan sotong, ayam, daging n ikan laut je tau! Pilih makan tol.. hehehe..

Sambil-sambil tu I juga edit gambar sikit-sikit. Baru dapat belajar cara nak blur kan bahagian-bahagian dalam gambar yang kita rasa perlu untuk menfokuskan lagi subjek. Dulu I pakai jer blur tool. Tapi kan, macam kurang memuaskan. Sebenarnya yang I belajar tu ialah dia nak licinkan permukaan kulit model dalam gambar. Tapi I pakai tuk blur kan gambar pulak. Haha. Tak pe lah.. Janji rasa memuaskan dengan hasil gambar. Kan? :D

Gambar ini menggunakan teknik blur di belakang subjek yang chomel tu~ Tujuan tentulah untuk menfokuskan subjek tu! hehe. Anyway, subjek ini telah ditouchupkan sedikit dengan makeup digital iaitu menggunakan Photoshop. :D Gambar ni amek time nak buka puasa di Pizza Hut Warta Bangi dengan Jay. :)

Gambar ini ada juga guna teknik blur. Tapi macam tak nampak sangat. Hahaha! Oh ni baju kurung sebab pergi kenduri dengan Jay pada Ahad yang lepas! Hari yang riang! :D

Bawah ni gambar-gambar semasa I lepak-lepak dengan sahabat-sahabat I (Kechik, Ella, Aini) di Iceroom-Bangi pada 09 November 2010. Hari yang menceriakan! :D I suke gilee x3 dengan snow ice durian yang I makan tu. Shedap gile! Seriously! :) Next time boleh bawa Jay pergi. Kitorang addicted dengan durian! :D

Caption:
Snow Ice Durian :: Kiri Atas ::
Snow Ice Yam :: Kiri Bawah ::
Snow Ice Strawberry :: Kanan Atas ::
Snow Ice Blueberry :: Kanan Bawah ::

I akan suggest kalian makan yang perisa durian dan yam. Kerana menggunakan perasa asli (kot). Tapi yang strawberry dan blueberry memang sesangat manis! Pendek kata macam makan jem roti. :D

Kalian, yang baju pink tu Ella namanya. Jay panggil dia freehair! :D
Yang bertudung chomel tu namanya Aini. Nak lawat blog dia? Silakan na.. klick
Yang lelaki tu yang buat-buat chomel tu nama dia Azrin. Tapi kitorang panggil dia Kecik je. I pun tak tahu nape panggil dia Kecik. Mungkin dia ingat dia kecik sangat kot. Hahaha. Tapi kan, dia takut bangat dengan sesuatu yang kecik-kecik.. Kan kan? Cuba teka. hahaha :D

Tengok gambar last ni mesti kalian nak kata I tamak kan? Hahahaha!
Kalian pun pergi lah makan kat situ, then bagitau kat I ape lagi yang sedap na! :D

Love,

Jingjing ❤

p/s:: Kalian, ni dah pukul 6 pagi dah.. :S Time tuk I titon! Juga Time Jay baru nak bangun lepas tido berapa jam je.. Baru je Jay sampai di Bentong pukul 2 pagi tadi, then terus practice kejap sampai pukul 3 pagi.. Kesian dia penat.. Gambate Kudasai Jay! Minggu ni tak dapat kami bersua.. Huk huk.. Tak pe.. I menanti saat-saatnya. :)

A letter for a friend...

Friend, I miss you...
I miss your laughter, I miss your company,
I miss you...

Many times, I thought I would have the courage to contact you,
But I don't..
I owe you a sorry,
and an explanation..

I knew,
something had change between us..
The way we talk,
the way we say goodbye...

I'm sorry...
Sorry for not telling you what is happening at that moment..
Sorry for kept so long..
Sorry that I thought this would be better..
Sorry for making our friendship getting worse..

Remember once I said,
You're a gift from God to me?
There's once I thought I can live alone,
but God gave me a miracle - you.
I might just be one of your friend that you would give a hand anytime,
but you did mean a lot to me..
When I was having hard time breaking up with my ex,
when I was having hard time with my assignments, exams, final project,
financial problems, family problems,
and you know how to handle my temper,
you know the reason I laugh, the reason I cry...

That night,
when you're having fun with your friend,
I thought you're just around our house's area..
Asking you doing me a favor buy me mineral water is only an excuse,
coz I was worrying about you,
for not coming back home
yet you said just having a dinner.
Once knowing that you were having some drink with your friend,
I was angry..
Angry for not telling me first,
angry that you still go for a drink yet you still need to work for the next morning..
I waited for you, till I fall asleep..
Once I woke up, it's 2am.
and there's no missed call, no sms..
until 4 something, I received you sms,
saying that you're not coming back.
I was angry,
angry that you choose to stay until morning,
angry that you make yourself tired,
angry...

I apologize that I didn't tell you,
I thought we would had a time sitting together and talk this out,
but we didn't have the chance..
Not even see each other for a long time..

I do miss you girl, miss to laugh with you every moment,
laugh for anything..
miss the moment we share everything..
miss the moment we cry together..

Lately, there's too much things that I wish to share with someone,
as it is too heavy to bear by oneself..
I wonder,
if you're here,
if I could tell you,
if... ...

... ...


I miss you, Suet Nie...

= = 07-08-09 = =

Last friday,

I was LEPAK-ing with my lovely course mates after class

Thanks a lot friends coz ajak me for dinner~ =)

and

at last I didn't left alone in my room!

THANKS
to
** Hui Er, Fee Ming, Poh Lee, Jo, & Peng Peng as well **

=)

So, to show how thankful I am,

I UPLOADED some photos~

HAPPY SHARING then~ =)

P/S : you guys will 'LOVE' it!!!!
*hik hik hik hik*

Looks yummy, huh?? hehehe~
Well, I dunno~ It's Feeming's!
Let's see~


Faster eat lah my dear!
I wanna know how it taste!!

"It's HOT lah!!!" she said..
HAHAHA~



Yah, she's going to put it in her mouth~ yummys!!


"OH MY GOD!!!

It's SO HEAVEN!!"

Haha~ I should've try it~ =)


Polly~
with her claypot rice =)

"It's just too hot to eat it in a claypot!!!"
HAHAHA


And this is Hui Er~ =)

Spicy??!!

Nah~ Who ask you to pick that!
Kekeke :P



Another looks yummy noodle??

=)

Ask Ah Jo, it's hers~

Let's see....


Jo! So is it nice??

Haha~

She don't need a dialogue!!

Look at her face and you'll know it!!
=)





:P I dunno what it calls but it's Feeming's!


... ...


After that, we saw an old man

(whom Hui Er they all wanna choose him
to be the documentary character~)

So, briefly we got his contact number,

And they will start doing their docu soon.. =)

Love their idea! Myself can't wait to see their coming soon docu!

GAMBATTE yar to you all!!! =)

+ JuZ mY dInnEr +

So this is roughly my dinner tonight~ =)



Well, lets see...


my hotdog bun~

with my Seasons Cincau~
a cucuk of nuggets~

and....

What's dat dekat tepi2 tuh???

*AHAKZ!!*


Choc cakes?????!!!

Hehehehehe........

Just got it just now around 10p.m something~ =)

Who gave me???

hehehehe~ it's from a GUY if you want to know~

=P

From a FRIEND la~

His HANDMADE as well =) ~

Hehe.. Fahd, want a marks??

Hmmmm...~

maybe 6 out of 10!

Hahaha~

Wat?? X puas hati?

Alaaa~ give you some space to do better ma..

HAHAHAHHA...

anyway.. Thanx and..

a thumb up for you, fahd!! =)

P/S :: bolehlah ade lagi next time.. hehehe~ i tunggu! lepas raya!!! XD

= tHis iS fOr mY bEst BuddieSSS =

Darlings!!

All my uni frens~

either my coursemates, technical buddies,
other buddies as well, sisters eva, or brOs!!

and

also my fRiendS in mY LifE!!

(hehe~ how i wanna list that all??
you guys tau2 sendiri la ye.. hik hik)

this is for you all~ i love you all!!

sOmething i nearly fOgot tO drOp dOwn here.. ^^

Hi everybody! Well, based to the title, it's not that i forget. Instead, i nearly forgotten. It's something happened 3 weeks before today. Yeah, for those who got it, yup, it's the memorable camp at Besut, Terengganu! ^^

Haha.. Know what, when i think back the time before we all started the journey to Besut, i wasn't really wanna go. Reason?? No friends temam me going. The only friend pula got another camp, which is Kem Sri Kluang; and i got Kem Besut. But anyway, i got a friend along with me - Qiu Xing, a friend from Pengurusan Seni. Actually Qiu Xing and i are not close before this. Maybe a few dialogues between us. Haha.. But yet after the camp, we are good friends which can talk everything. ^^ Millions thanks for the camp organiser! *wink wink*

Overall, this's a BTN camp for all the PC during Minggu Mesra Pelajar to train us physically and mentally to be strong, and also to teach us about teamwork and leadership. It's tiring, but gurantee fun! We have ceramah for sure, abseilling at the first day, menempuh halangan with all the lasak activities, kawad kaki, gaming sessions, a midnight jungle tracking and a river crossing. It's adventurous to try something that i never done in my life. Haha.. including having 6 meals per day! Gosh.. Bayangkan we have makan pagi, minum pagi, makan tengah hari, minum petang, makan malam and minum malam at 12 midnight! And tell you guys a secret, i actually cannot muat my blouse on the last day!! Hahahah.. Shhhhh.. don't tell anyone! XP

And of course, i got to know a lot of new friends from different colleges even from KTSN. :) and especially for all my cutie groupmates - group 3! The teamwork and friendship between us is amazing! We keep on make sure everyone is fine, everyone is there to have meals together, and we have fun chit chatting all around. We have 12 people in a group, they are - akmal, shahfie, 'ammar, visakha, gan, lynda, das, nisa, niza, tomato, hazirah and me.




Will never ever forget this camp.. and guys, keep contact yar! ^^

Friends keep me alive

it has been a while since i last write something here. Well, beside i'm having my exam before this, i was also using all this time refreshing myself as well. ^^

however, the main reason i wrote this post is to say thanks to all my friends who keep on accompany me all this time~* helping me on my assignments, my exams, McD memories, hug me when i needed a shoulder to cry on the most, and keep on saying that 'jing, everything will be fine no matter what'. Guys, honestly, i really don't think i can stand up by my own self even i always thought maybe i can and hide it allby myself.

Friends, thanks a lot.. u guys make me realize there's much more people who really care about me and love me.. and only with the encouragement by you guys, i manage to stand up firmly..!! THANK YOU!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!! *wink wink* hehe ;p

*~ :: FRIENDS :: ~*