:: Back to where I belong to =) ::

Hi! Happy Thursday! ^^
Time flies. A month time spending with family now only left 8 days..


CNY is going to end soon too. Another 7 days. :(
Ngek. Dun wan it to end so soon can or not?
Or, make the clock tick slower, perhaps? :(

The moment I appreciate the most throughout this holiday
is when I'm spending my time with my family.
Know what, I was shocked when my mum told me last week
that she realized that I had changed.
No longer that bad-tempered,
but matured.
Haha. Mum, I've grown up. No longer 18 or 20.
But 23 and 3 months now.
Well, 25 according to Lunar Calendar.


Wrinkles are starting to say hi to me.


Well, it also means that you're no longer 36.
I remember your age at 36 clearly.
Coz once I asked your age when we are at our old house,
in the kitchen.
And you answered 36.
Which is also the year my brother came to the world,
came to our family.

36 is gone. 46 is where you are now.
12 years. You're still looking young,
just like 12 years before.
But you're no longer as healthy as before.
Kinda worried, is thinking of canceling my dream looking for
an independent life in other land.

I've to re-plan. 1 year maybe.
After 1 year, perhaps it's time to look after my family.
Sister might be studying uni at that time.
Brother is going to sec school.
Teen. No longer a child.
I know, you can't handle it yourself.
I'll coming back and give you a hand,
I promise.

Just, maybe it's not easy to leave someone.
God, lead my way, please?
I need your wisdom,
I need your guidance.
Light my path,
lead my way...

Say hi to my grandma.
It's last Sunday. My mum, sister and I went to our kebun in my hometown,
Tondong, Bau.
Actually my sis and I are the one who follow my mum and my grandma.
Want to know what we had done?


Bet you won't believe it.
With selipar jepun, track suit (belongs to my Form3 cousin),
I petik lada aka black pepper that you guys used to eat.
Haha. Sorry no photo during we all petik lada.
Not really a right time to have a photoshot session.
Unless you want to fall. Haha.
Spend like 2 hours petik lada,
then we went back (to my hometown house, Bau)
Honestly,
it feels good.


My grandma. Very sihat. 60 plus, almost 70.
Still working, still love kerja kebun,
still love cooking.
Eh nope, I love her cooking!

My uncle. Single and available.
Bila you mau kahwin, uncle?
Haha. I want more cousin leh!

Introduce you all to my mum. :)
She's 46. Yes, she is. :)

Mummy, I love you~

Mummy, I love you in this picture.
Will be my best picture of the year.
Love your laughter,
it makes me remembers your laughter forever.

I really hope of coming back very soon.
I miss here already.
Miss my family.
I want to back to where I belong to.
My hometown,
my family,
my mum...

:: When ur ex engaged ::

If you shivered once you saw your ex's current engagement photo,
what does that means?




Dar, hug me tight. Tell me that the one I love is you...

5/2 = Moody

Hi! Sorry I've been away for so long and left this blog not updated. Well anyway, firstly let me greet every Chinese in every corner of the world, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! Wish everyone and your loved ones good health and great wealth in the Year of the Golden Rabbit! :)

For your information, I'm currently in Kuching my hometown! Back here on 21st Jan and will stay here till 18th Feb. Know why? :)) Well, sorry for not updating my latest status here. Hehe. I'm finally employed! :))) Finally I got my job! First mission in this new year of 2011 is achieved! Thanks to everyone who had always been around me during my hard times. :) Especially to my Mr. Polar Bear, Farin, Kechik, my Technical gang, Leesan, SuetNie and lots lots more! They have been very caring when I'm jobless... Thanks agaiN! :)

My company will be Pelangi Publishing. Yes, the reference books that we are all very familiar with during our shcool time! :) It's located at Bangi. So it's kinda near. No need to wait for train and all. Take bus je. (But still dunno the bas route is how. hahaha! ) Anyway, my job is basically Online Marketing Executive, which is another job post than what I applied for. They offer me this job and I take it as a gift and plan from God. I believed there's a reason for this planning and I will work for a good future with this given opportunity.


However, I'm not really in a good mood today. Just got to know that, my ex. Ehem. Yes, my ex. He is getting engaged today! A bit down. Dunno what to say. So, hope today nobody come to my house. I really no interest in anything right now. Mr. Polar Bear, sorry. Don't mean to hurt you. Actually you don't need to care what I said, you just need to come to me and ignore all my bullshit. But I know you have your limit for you patience, too. So I would rather keep myself in silence now. Hope you would come to me soon. Please?

Got to arrange my emotions a bit.... Bye.