:: Busy weeks ::

Hi uols! :) Apa khabar? Sawatdeekha~ How are you? 你们好吗？Annyong Haseyo! Haha~ Ye ye, I know all of you sihat walafiat.. Coz still can jenguk-jenguk my blog! Kan? :) If feeling unwell then make sure take some medicine or see Mr. Doctor ye~ :)

Hmm.. Anyway, do you guys know that every graduates will have the same kind of so called "interview session" by EVERYBODY! Aunty, uncle, lecturers, close friends, long-lost friends! Urgh. Okay fine. No problem for asking and care about us okay. Questions like:

number 1, what's your plan after this?

number 2, have you applied any job?/what job you got?

Guys, if you got your job dy, seriously, congrates!! coz you no need to go through again the "interview session"!!! :D

For me, yah, still jobless. ^^ But I'm no longer in depressed baby. See, everyone has their own blessing from God. In Malay, we say, semua orang ada rezekinya sendiri. In Chinese, we say, 神赐给我们每一个人都有不同的恩典。I'm not having a permanent job now like other ex-coursemates, now. But I'm not doing nothing in my life day by day. Maybe what I'm doing now seems nothing for you all, but it's useful for my life!

I'm learning writing Jawi, learning play guitar, improving my cooking skills, and currently helping my uni cultural centre, which we called it as Pusat Kebudayaan UKM. In short, I called it as PUSKEB. I am working as a volunteer. I don't ask anything from them. I just wanted to join and help, and I learned! Though 3 years I have spent in Puskeb, but I was still learning how to run an event. You might see it as nothing. Useless. But it's precious moment for me!

You asked me what I'm doing now. I answered still looking for a job.

You asked again WHY I still couldn't find a job. Hellooooo? Ask God. K? I a-m doing, trying to get a job. Who doesn't want a permanent job?

You asked me again, y working volunteer? You don't want money? Helloooooo?? Who don't need income to survive? What kind of question is that??! Then you asked, what kind of you are you looking? As a reporter? I answered, I don't mind. If it's for me, I will take it. But I hope not reporter.

THEN,,,,, you asked AGAIN. Why you want a job which is not in your studies?

Okay, like this. In my eyes, what I study, is a knowledge. If I could get a job in this field, that's a gift from God. However, I don't think that what you study should be your future. Com'on!! Why you wanted to fix your life in a box? There's soooooo many things in this world that I wanted to learn! If I said, I wanted to be a wedding planner, own a shop, doing one-stop service from planning to services like video & photography shooting, and meanwhile, I wanted to own a kindergarten school together with my mom, are you shocked? People, we all have dreams. Don't measure success, baby. Success is different for everyone. If I could be a good guitar player, I'm successful! If I could bought a car for my mom, I'm successful! Dream is what lead people to move forward and never give up. I didn't say that I will get what I dreamed, but maybe it will lead me to another journey which is better plan from God to me.

I've joined "The Largest Guitar Performance" event listed in Malaysia Guinness Book of Record as LO. 1000+ of guitarist! Seriously, this is the best event I ever joined! One week staying in UKM again to help up the registration and workshop, then the show. And, we all get a free guitar as a return. :) A gift. We all never expect anything, just to help since Puskeb really need us to be secretariat. People, A GUITAR! It's listed in my life-time wish list, okay? And I got it now. One checked!!! :)

1st of December, going to Istana Budaya helping up Puskeb for the soft launch of FEStKUM 2010. And we all are given a gift again! Free Natrah Theather show okay!!! :) Seriously unexpected! :)

Starting tomorrow, will be back to UKM again maybe until 15th or 16th, then heading to North, maybe UiTM, Unimap, USM or UUM. Either one. Coz we all will divided into groups for this FEStKUM event. Another trip! :) Excited! So maybe will update with you all again end of this month! hehe.. See you all again soon! Muacks! ^^