:: There's A Hero In You ::
Thursday, December 30, 2010
There's time when I feel so helpless
and no stars could be seen in the sky,
as if hopes are all gone
as if it's too hard to carry on
as if maybe it's the end of life
But I've always almost forgotten,
that even there's no stars,
the moon is always shine brightly in the corner of the dark
There's just some moment when things are out of control
when dreams shattered
when people deny you
when you started not to believe on yourself..
Please hold on...
There's always a voice telling me to do the right thing
I should search the strength inside me,
Build the faith on myself
and carry on..
Dedicate this song, Hero - Mariah Carey to whoever feels hopeless and thinking of giving up.. You, you're precious and you can only get up by yourself, find the hero inside you, stand up and carry on.. You're strong, and don't think that it's an end, it's always another beginning...
There's a hero If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid Of what you are
There's an answer If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road, when you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand For you to hold
You can find love If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt Will disappear
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
Lord knows Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone Tear them away
Hold on there will be tomorrow In time You'll find the way
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
:: Busy weeks ::
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Hmm.. Anyway, do you guys know that every graduates will have the same kind of so called "interview session" by EVERYBODY! Aunty, uncle, lecturers, close friends, long-lost friends! Urgh. Okay fine. No problem for asking and care about us okay. Questions like:
number 2, have you applied any job?/what job you got?
For me, yah, still jobless. ^^ But I'm no longer in depressed baby. See, everyone has their own blessing from God. In Malay, we say, semua orang ada rezekinya sendiri. In Chinese, we say, 神赐给我们每一个人都有不同的恩典。I'm not having a permanent job now like other ex-coursemates, now. But I'm not doing nothing in my life day by day. Maybe what I'm doing now seems nothing for you all, but it's useful for my life!
I'm learning writing Jawi, learning play guitar, improving my cooking skills, and currently helping my uni cultural centre, which we called it as Pusat Kebudayaan UKM. In short, I called it as PUSKEB. I am working as a volunteer. I don't ask anything from them. I just wanted to join and help, and I learned! Though 3 years I have spent in Puskeb, but I was still learning how to run an event. You might see it as nothing. Useless. But it's precious moment for me!
You asked me what I'm doing now. I answered still looking for a job.
You asked again WHY I still couldn't find a job. Hellooooo? Ask God. K? I a-m doing, trying to get a job. Who doesn't want a permanent job?
You asked me again, y working volunteer? You don't want money? Helloooooo?? Who don't need income to survive? What kind of question is that??! Then you asked, what kind of you are you looking? As a reporter? I answered, I don't mind. If it's for me, I will take it. But I hope not reporter.
THEN,,,,, you asked AGAIN. Why you want a job which is not in your studies?
Okay, like this. In my eyes, what I study, is a knowledge. If I could get a job in this field, that's a gift from God. However, I don't think that what you study should be your future. Com'on!! Why you wanted to fix your life in a box? There's soooooo many things in this world that I wanted to learn! If I said, I wanted to be a wedding planner, own a shop, doing one-stop service from planning to services like video & photography shooting, and meanwhile, I wanted to own a kindergarten school together with my mom, are you shocked? People, we all have dreams. Don't measure success, baby. Success is different for everyone. If I could be a good guitar player, I'm successful! If I could bought a car for my mom, I'm successful! Dream is what lead people to move forward and never give up. I didn't say that I will get what I dreamed, but maybe it will lead me to another journey which is better plan from God to me.
I've joined "The Largest Guitar Performance" event listed in Malaysia Guinness Book of Record as LO. 1000+ of guitarist! Seriously, this is the best event I ever joined! One week staying in UKM again to help up the registration and workshop, then the show. And, we all get a free guitar as a return. :) A gift. We all never expect anything, just to help since Puskeb really need us to be secretariat. People, A GUITAR! It's listed in my life-time wish list, okay? And I got it now. One checked!!! :)
1st of December, going to Istana Budaya helping up Puskeb for the soft launch of FEStKUM 2010. And we all are given a gift again! Free Natrah Theather show okay!!! :) Seriously unexpected! :)
Starting tomorrow, will be back to UKM again maybe until 15th or 16th, then heading to North, maybe UiTM, Unimap, USM or UUM. Either one. Coz we all will divided into groups for this FEStKUM event. Another trip! :) Excited! So maybe will update with you all again end of this month! hehe.. See you all again soon! Muacks! ^^
