♥ Checklist Year 2012 ♥

:: Back home at least every 2 months. (Checked)
:: Buy a handphone for my dear mum. (Checked)
:: Bring my family for a trip this year.
:: Own an Ipod touch.
:: Paint my room in November.
:: Buy a car in the end of the year.

疲倦。。

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

呃。。今天还真是疲惫的一天。。 距离要上的班机还有短短两个小时,行李却还没有真正的整理完毕。。 头疼,爱睡等等让我超级懒得去动我的行李。。

今早搭巴士去看中医,医师说我筋骨不够力,需要靠配好的中药来调理。。希望腰酸可以快点好起来,不然工作上就会很辛苦。。

想到回去后明晚开始两天晚班,休息一天然后二号开始到五号连续工作。。累!:(

希望自己在中秋节能回家一趟,让妈妈开心一下~ :)


咪,我开始想你了。。。。   [泪]

迟来的回复。。

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

这次回家两个礼拜,打从第一天放假开始心里就有着莫名的困扰。。 是困扰吗?我不懂该如何表达这种心情。两个礼拜,每个人都说:“这么长的假?不闷吗?”。老实说,不闷。。可心里就一直想着最后一天假期,又要飞回工作岗位的心情。。好不舍。。 。好想就呆在家里,陪家人多一点。。我不否认,很多次了都有种冲动想回到古晋工作,但理智点过后又觉得要离开也不是这个时候。。工作上认识了很多可爱又搞笑的同事朋友们,再加上自己也喜欢这份工作 —— 又另外一种的不舍。。。很多同事都辞职了,难道我也会和他们一样等到哪一天对工作开始厌倦了才辞职?

我不知道。。。

也是会是哪一天我想永远陪在家人的身边时候,我才辞职?

我也不知道。。。


明天就要飞了,没剩下多少的时间,今天都在收拾家里东西,顺便收拾要带回KL的东西。。刚才我为了要找回中学时期用的水彩盘,我翻开了被我妈妈收在床底下的盒子。那个盒子是我妈在我到大学读书时期帮我收拾的。可以说我妈是把房间里所有属于我的东西都收在里面吧?呵呵。

无意间我找到很多纸张、信、卡片等。很用心的,我一张一张地读,不错过每一个字。也许当年的我没有这么用心吧,伤害了很多身边的人。不,是我关心的人,也是默默关心着我的人。。很多很多当年的事情我都忘了。。不是我不想记得,不是我没有真心对待,但我就是忘了。。

读着其中一封信,我好气恼。。但我想当年,我应该没有回信吧?信里的你已经没有让我回信的余地,那 —— 是一封离别的信。。就算当年回信也并不会带来任何的改变,因为你是那么的坚持,坚持地相信你心里的感受。。

朋友,信里你说我们曾经结为姐妹。。 其实这件事我忘了。。我很抱歉对很多事情我都没有那么用心,这么重要的东西我忘了,对不起。。现在我依然对那件事情没有任何印象。。信里的你很气愤我对你的忽冷忽热,质疑你在我心里的分量。。我读着读着,我哭了。。 当年的我真的那么疏忽你,无意的伤害你吗?那你怎么不问问我究竟又有多在乎你呢?信里你质疑当年我其中一封信里的一句话,说那很假。。 其实我忘了当年我在看这封信时的感受了,但我现在是感到有点儿气愤。。 那句话,也是我鼓起了勇气才跟你坦白的,不是假意。。当年我也有质疑自己在你心中的分量,妒嫉你身边的朋友,妒嫉你可以很自然地和他们聊心事,而我却不知道的心事的时候。。。但原来是我让你没了勇气,是我让你在这个路程中疲累了。。是我的自私和疏忽,让你觉得我对这份情意太潇洒。。其实当年你确实是我最要好的朋友。。

我知道,你会看到这个部落的。。也许当年我欠你一个解释,也或许当年你放下了,这份迟来的回复,也并不是要证明什么。。这么多年以来,我确确实实的忘了很多我们之间发生的事情,包括那封离别信。。但却没有忘过我有这么一位好朋友。。

回来古晋很多次了,但都没有找你,我希望你可以谅解。。目前,和家人在一起的每一分每一秒我都不想错过。。我希望自己在十月可以空出时间与你相遇。。。。。

messy-day

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

I always wanted to make my blog look matured. However, it never succeed as I'm too lazy to search one by one. Okay. Today is a mess. Almost not going to watch the movie which already-bought-the-ticket.

First, queuing like a fool to just buy popcorn and coke while I wanted to rush to the washroom so much. Waiting for Mr G putting those groceries in his car at the super far away carpark is like hell. Don't ask me why. I wonder why I'm being so impatient lately, too.

So, a small fight happened when he show up. Well, it always turns up into a big fight. It just always did. To cut it short, we managed to watch the movie after the first 30 minutes. 


Bad day perhaps. Though it's the pay day today. Maybe it's just the weather. Hmm..


Kay, going to have a midnight bathe now. Just to soothe my emotions. And will read a few pages of this long-time-no-read-book, My Lost Daughter by Nancy Taylor. Goodnight dear Mr G. <3





Random Post in May

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Omg. I realized that there are lots of things that #lamaixbuat. Like, long time didn't play around with camera (ahh camera rosak! Damn!), long time didn't blog, long time x masak, long time didn't play around with my guitar, even long time dy didn't spend time looking at my own face in the mirror. Ahh. Please love yourself more, my dear!

Well, will do.  :)

sigh.\

Oh yeah, I just bought flight tickets back hometown for mother's day. #FINALLY okay. sigh. I'm broke now. Siapa-siapa pls dun ajak me jalan-jalan or makan-makan. Poket dah koyah! *CRY*

okay just for updates, this is how I look in March. I look worse now. Oh God. @__@


充电中~

Monday, March 5, 2012

明天又开始做晚班了~ 不过这次是回到BJ上班,其实有点儿无奈~ T__T 平静的晚班又一定会有起伏不定的旋律了。。 无论如何,上过了RC的两堂课后,要学习如何放手一些我们无法改变的事情,且要以另一个观点来看那件事。。所以。。。还是一句—— 加油吧!

累了。。要睡了。。可房里还有一大堆东西要收拾~ 整个月不收拾房间的残局。。。 T__T
晚安呗!



P/S: BJ - Bukit Jalil ; RC - Relationship Champion :)

你幸福吗?:)

Friday, February 10, 2012

哈哈~不知道这样说会不会有点儿夸。。刚刚在看着《步步惊心》第1集,耳边传来张学友的“我真的受伤了”,突然觉得好耳熟,很窝心,我是差点儿不认得自己的部落了!哈哈~ :)

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如果不是因为肚子饿,我想我都差点儿忘了现在其实已经凌晨1.30了~ 做了两天的晚班后,今天虽然是放假但现在仍然是精神饱满的。。哈哈,那为什么昨晚大概凌晨的时候却会在工作上打瞌睡呢?哈哈,该更加认真工作的。 :P


今天到cheras的giant逛逛~ 没买什么但却花了50令吉。钱如果可以花不完的话那该多好啊!哈哈~ 对了,今天买了一本书奖励奖励自己 - 《妈,亲一下》 九把刀著。每天有书陪伴,好幸福哦~ :)


前几天有位同事问了我一个问题 - “为什么你不常和朋友出来聚聚呢?吃吃饭喝喝茶啊~” 哈哈,真的有点考倒我。。:P 其实自己本身不爱说太多话,可是跟投缘的却可以说三天三夜都有说不完的话。。所以和很多人喝喝茶也并不是我一贯会去做的事~ 有人会问我在家不闷吗~ 其实,我很享受一个人在家轻轻松松的感觉。。就算我回古晋,也很享受天天缠着家人的感觉~ 从小都不爱出门,但和亲人一起出门的话就是另一回事了。。:) 这该叫什么呢?宅女吗?哈哈!其实在家不闷啊~ 可以买买菜,煮煮新食谱的菜肴,打打扫房子,洗洗这个那个的,成就感会很满足哦!不信你自己试试看咯~ 呵呵~


好咯,不聊了。:) 明天也是幸福offday之日,后天又是晚班咯~ 最近觉得工作很幸福,也很感谢上帝让我身边出现很多很多的天使、贵人,“不厌倦”而很有耐心地容忍我这个差不多可以称“弱智”的同事。。哈哈~ 父神你要眷顾他们和他们一家人并赐福于他们哦!他们都是好人~ :)


P/S: 今晚总觉得自己很幸福~ 你们也要哦! :)


^^3 xoxo

Month of Excitement! :)

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Haha. I was wondering what's the right word to start my so called 'introduction'. LOL. It has been many months since I last update my blog. Well, I would say there's a lot to update!!

First of all, I had finally changed my job! :))) Emm.. Since the middle of the month - October. Yeah right, September is time to change, and my October is the month of BEGINNING. Basically, my November is the month of LEARNING, December is the month with FAMILY. :) and January is the month of EXCITEMENT!

So currently, am working for Astro as a ummm... someone whose job is really awesome? HAHAHA. Actually, every job post in this company plays a very important role and everyone's job is just simply awesome. :) Working at a broadcasting company is always my dream (before) and right now, thanks God for all the blessings! *and thanks to one of my besties too! Without u, I'm still nobody! Chewahhhh! :)

I love where I work, I love what I do, though sometimes I had done some mistakes. Haha. I read a quote from a friend this morning which I think is really true.
"If you cry at trouble, it grows double, if you learn to laugh at trouble, it disappears like a bubble!"
Simply awesome right? :) Actually what I wanted to say is, we learn from mistakes and it help us to be smarter. :) So it is going to be the 3rd month of working here, still have another 3 months to be confirmed!

Why January is the month of excitement? 1st, I had been working at Bukit Jalil area for 2 months and this month, I'm switched to Cyberjaya. New environment again! Love it!! 2nd, I'm going back home earlier than I expected! :) Off to Kuching at 17th Jan and back to KL at 1st Feb for CNY! Weeeeeee! However, since I'm back KL a bit late, so I will miss the reunion lunch with my colleagues. :(

Ohkeh, till then guys.. :)))


xoxo


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