A letter for a friend...

Friend, I miss you...
I miss your laughter, I miss your company,
I miss you...

Many times, I thought I would have the courage to contact you,
But I don't..
I owe you a sorry,
and an explanation..

I knew,
something had change between us..
The way we talk,
the way we say goodbye...

I'm sorry...
Sorry for not telling you what is happening at that moment..
Sorry for kept so long..
Sorry that I thought this would be better..
Sorry for making our friendship getting worse..

Remember once I said,
You're a gift from God to me?
There's once I thought I can live alone,
but God gave me a miracle - you.
I might just be one of your friend that you would give a hand anytime,
but you did mean a lot to me..
When I was having hard time breaking up with my ex,
when I was having hard time with my assignments, exams, final project,
financial problems, family problems,
and you know how to handle my temper,
you know the reason I laugh, the reason I cry...

That night,
when you're having fun with your friend,
I thought you're just around our house's area..
Asking you doing me a favor buy me mineral water is only an excuse,
coz I was worrying about you,
for not coming back home
yet you said just having a dinner.
Once knowing that you were having some drink with your friend,
I was angry..
Angry for not telling me first,
angry that you still go for a drink yet you still need to work for the next morning..
I waited for you, till I fall asleep..
Once I woke up, it's 2am.
and there's no missed call, no sms..
until 4 something, I received you sms,
saying that you're not coming back.
I was angry,
angry that you choose to stay until morning,
angry that you make yourself tired,
angry...

I apologize that I didn't tell you,
I thought we would had a time sitting together and talk this out,
but we didn't have the chance..
Not even see each other for a long time..

I do miss you girl, miss to laugh with you every moment,
laugh for anything..
miss the moment we share everything..
miss the moment we cry together..

Lately, there's too much things that I wish to share with someone,
as it is too heavy to bear by oneself..
I wonder,
if you're here,
if I could tell you,
if... ...

... ...


I miss you, Suet Nie...

个人专属篇~

（梦想专属篇~）

好想拥有这个喔~ 呜呜~

[任贤齐] 的 创作集 ~ 《音乐旅行者》

还记得我从中一开始就很喜欢听任贤齐的歌。。

中学时段的童年都是他的旋律在陪伴着~

呜呜~ 好心人士！我等你送给我这个礼物啦~ 哈哈

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刚刚在爱FM把任贤齐的这张专辑的歌都输入Dalet系统里~

很可惜的是，他的专辑无意中被同事的咖啡沾上了~

好可惜哦~ :(

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（生活专属篇~）

大家，我今早在网上订购了回家的机票。。

心里，是沉重的。。

7月1号的傍晚7点飞机。。

好象有点突然哦？

实习在25号完毕，过后要把报告等等在当天交上

另外还有一大堆的 “家产” 还没收拾~

唉，是该搬回家还是暂时丢在西马呢？

·#￥%……—*（

真是一塌糊涂~ 哼~

无论如何，这是我在这几星期内该完成的事项：

~ 把照片交去学校，好让我毕业时荧幕上不时空白一片的~

~还清债务！图书馆的罚款应该有30多令吉吧？哈哈！还有这实习的学费~ 唉~

~清理房间！把不需要～的一一丢了！厚，这是最累人的~

好啦，目前就是酱咯～　好不舍得这里，ＵＫＭ，西马这一带，有着美好的回忆。。

另外，１号回去，而２号就是他的生日。。

没办法帮他庆生。。很失望。。。　：（

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哇！ 没想到都有2个月没动动我的部落格了！突然这么一看反而觉得怎么我的部落格这么复杂，看了有点心烦。。哈哈~ 好想换换部落格的桌布，换些较清晰，淡淡，看了清爽的。。哇~ 怎么听起来好想我越来越老了？hohoho～

忘了告诉大家，本小姐现在在爱fm实习，还剩下一个星期我就完成任务了～ 　嗨～可以说是愉快还是懊恼呢？　愉快的是：　我解脱啦～　；　懊恼的是：　在那之后我要做些什么啊？　回家吗？　是该回的～　也有半年没回了。。可是，我放得下吗？好多东西我都放不下。。好舍不得。。机票都还没买。。东西也都还没收拾。。

三年，从没想过三年会是这么的一段段无法忘怀的回忆。。好想再回来这里。。可是家还是得回的。。好矛盾。。。。。（续下集～）

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