♥ Checklist Year 2012 ♥

:: Back home at least every 2 months. (Checked)
:: Buy a handphone for my dear mum. (Checked)
:: Bring my family for a trip this year.
:: Own an Ipod touch.
:: Paint my room in November.
:: Buy a car in the end of the year.

ADIRA AF8 - Ku Ada Kamu

Tuesday, January 11, 2011



MV Lagu Adira AF8 - Ku Ada Kamu

Ku Ada Kamu - Adira



Seriously, I was in love with this Adira's song - Ku Ada Kamu. Just downloaded this song from 4shared.com. You guys kalau suka tu click here - Ku Ada Kamu (Adira). Well, if you know, she's one of the final AJL25 but was just too close to get any award~ Huhu~ Anyway, another little talented girl, Shazlin Idola Kecil 3 sang this song in last November during the competition. Seriously love her voice! :) You may download it here too! And, here's the lyric for uols~ Enjoy! Ku Ada Kamu....

LIRIK LAGU KU ADA KAMU – ADIRA AF8

Di kala ku kehilangan
Di dalam kegelapan
Kau suluhkan sinar petunjuk
Di kala ku kesedihan
Kau ukirkan senyuman
Dengan penuh sabar memujuk

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh
Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku
Andai hari esok dunia gelora
Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

Di kala aku tak pasti
Kau tampil dengan berani
Membimbing agar lebih yakin
Dan bila hidup penuh soalan
Kau berikan jawapan
Melengkap semua kekurangan

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh
Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku
Andai hari esok dunia gelora
Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

Tidak mungkin diri ini mampu hidup tanpa doronganmu
Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku
Andai hari esok dunia gelora
Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

Keputusan Anugerah Juara Lagu 25 (AJL25)!

Monday, January 10, 2011

Hi korang! Amacam? Ada tgk Anugerah Juara Lagu Musim ke-25 (AJL 25) kt TV3 tadi? Haha~ I baru je lepas sibuk chatting dgn kwn-kwn I, pujuk diorng g tido~ Nampaknya kan, ramainya yg xpuas hati dgn keputusan AJL kali ni.. Haha~

Ada yang harap sangat Yuna dapat, ada yang harap Faizal Tahir dapat. Haha. Jangan tanya I. I bukan fancy sangat dengan Faizal Tahir atau siapa-siapa. Tapi tak dinafikan, memang lagu Hanyut yang dibawa oleh FT adalah persembahan yang terbaik dan paling menarik. Okok jap. Ye la, tau uols nak tau keputusannya. Ni haa.. Tgk kt bwh.

Persembahan Terbaik AJL25 - Hanyut (Faizal Tahir)
Vocal Terbaik AJL25 - Nokhtah Cinta (Hafiz AF)
Tempat Ke-3 AJL25 - Nokhtah Cinta (Hafiz AF)
Naib Johan AJL25 - Drama King (Meet Uncle Hussien)
Johan AJL25 - Tolong Ingatkan Aku (Ana Rafali)

Haha. Boleh lah. Ana Rafali talented juga, ratu baju kurung dengan gitarnya. :) Tapi kan, I suka lah lagu Adira. :P Anyway, ada juga kawan-kawan I tertanya-tanya Black time perform macam kekok macam tak selesa. Fikir-fikir balik, macam ye jugak! Tapi entahlah~ Kita tunggu lah paper esok na! ^^

Pape pun, I tetap suka arrangement lagu yang dimainkan oleh musician di belakang tabir! :) Haha~ Dah lah.. Nak balik ke facebook pujuk kawan-kawanku~ Ramai je yang tak puas hati. Ada yang kata frust, tension. Haha. Tak percaya? Cuba google: AJL 25, tak puas hati. :P Selamat Malam! Nanti I rajin I update lah~ ^^

:: 10 things about my Polar Bear ::

Saturday, January 8, 2011

People says, loving someone needs no reason. True also, you don't need some specific reason to love someone. Coz once the 'reason' is no longer you found it in him or her, then do you still love him or her? Hmm.. Let's don't see it as reasons, let's put it as the good in him/her. I am learning to see the good in my Mr. Polar Bear aka Jay.

Sometimes, I think I am kinda demand, put too much hope on him, hoping that he could do this and that. Okay, eg, you're angry with your lover, and you hope so much that he would know why you are angry. You hope that he could guess, at least guess what happened before you get angry and pujuk you. Or, you hope that he will know what you need before you tell.

Jay is kinda slow in this matter. He can't guess me (sometimes). Which made me really mad, which made me do mad things like throwing handphones bla bla bla~ haha~ Ya, I ganas k~ ;P However, he's good indeed. He's the only one could trying to understand me all this while. K, to make it easier, let me state 10 things which he made me love him more! :)

1. He'll try to convince me in my decision. Example: We're planning on a date and tiba jeh I merajuk and said "I don't want to go". Reason: I dunno what to wear or I'm rushed. He'll wait downstairs of my house and said, don't worry, I don't mind what you wear. How about wear XXX and XXX? I like it when you wore it last time. :) *Tink!* Done. :)
2. He'll always try to fulfill my wish if he could. Example: I'm craving for XXX :'( Then he'll try to bring me to eat XXX maybe not on that day but he will. :) In short, he never let me starve. He feeds me well. Hahaha~
3. When I get sick, he's the one who buy medicine for me. :)
4. He remembers the date when my period comes and reminds me to buy Kotex and don't drink cold drinks. And when I'm confused which Kotex to buy, he'll help me to make a choice. Many guys cannot do this as some even think that it's something dirty. But he knows how precious women are and don't think that accompany girlfriend buying Kotex is a shame. :)
5. He eats whatever food that I cooked. O.o~ haha~ Even though the food is just so-so. For right now, he had tasted my chicken rice, ayam masak halia & kicap, ayam masak cendawan, tomyam, sayur campur, bolognese spaghetti, nasi goreng, toasted bread, potato wedges, glutinous rice balls, corn and seaweed soup. (There's more I think, but I can't recall dy~ haha~)
6. We had been together for 503 days till today. :) And we still sms each other like we just met. Never late reply, never lost in space, never blaming that sms is tiring.Indeed, we started e-mail each other now to foster our relationship. When we quarrel, or when each other are facing some other problems, e-mail is a good way. We could write as much as we could, pour out everything and seriously, try it out with your partner too! If you found out that sms couldn't work, slow talk couldn't work, try e-mail or write him/her a letter. Old-school but it somehow works! :)
7. In December 2009 when I was off to South Korea, he bought me a little tortoise (a soft toy) for me and want me to bring it to Korea, so that I could hold it whenever I miss him. :)
8. Recently, he just bought a new netbook, and it's in purple color. Know why? Coz he said that he remembered that I love purple. :) He's just sweet!
9. He loves kid, he loves baby. He loves to layan his sister's children. One is 9 years old, one is 7 years old and another one is just 8 days old. His gentle heart really melts me. He looks strict but he's gentle and caring!
10. If he only has 20 in his wallet, he'll share 10 with me if I'm broke. So do I. Between us, money is not the most important thing. Coz we put each other more important than money. We never mind sharing our own money with each other, even though we're not married yet.
It has been 503 days darling! ^^ Many things happened between us and I know all you've done is because you love me. I promise in this year of 2011, I will do my best to make my life together with my family and you, a better one. And let's work together darling! Let's appreciate each other more and love each other more than before~ I dunno whether am I or are you the destiny for each other, but we pray for it... :)


credits: sketchesofmylife-jing.blogspot.com

:: Sketches on 04.01.11 ::

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 uolz! :)

Hey blog, sorry coz I said that I'm giving up that day.. :'( I'm just started to loosing hope, started not to believe on myself, deny my own ability.......

But anyway, I'm not going to right now!! ^^ Coz I know that there's always hope! I won't give up! I won't! Yeah, I'm still unemployed.. Sad huh? ^^ Yeah, a graduate still couldn't find a job like other course mates.. Hehe..

But nevermind lah.. Like I said before, we all have our own blessings and plan by God, isn't it? ^^ I had a plan, which is I want to work part time! Hmm.. Anywhere.. I will make sure on myself that I will get a part time within this week! Coz, I want A LOT OF MONEY!!! I want going back home, buy flight tickets and celebrate Chinese New Year with my family.. And I want to give pocket money to both my brother and sister.. Then buy clothes for my family.. That is my first target right now.. Uolz~ Don't laugh at me na for not having a full time job yet.. kekeke~ Coz that'll hurt me and lower down my confidence~ I kan sensitive~ Alaaa.. Uolz simpan dalam hati and gelak je.. That one I don't mind.. hahahaha~ No la.. I'm learning to be tougher! I'm not giving up looking for a permanent job! Segala-gala sindiran, carutan, kritikan, akan bertukar menjadi kekuatan, dorongan dan semangat untuk I berusaha lagi gigih! Hahahha~

Btw to all my sahabat-sahabat sekalian.. Huhu~ Cannot meet you all for a long time dy, I apologize na.. Huhu~ Wanted so much to meet you all.. Miss all of you so damn much.. but I know you all understand my condition too kan.. Huhu.. Miss you all lah.. :( ......................

Anyway, today is a productive day. A jobless girl (girl eh? :D) woke up at 7am, bathe, making breakfast, eat panadols (sick again... huhu~), mopped the floor, clean dapur masak, taking out all old clothes (yang lama-lama tak pakai tu~) and washed. Nampak sgt xde kerja kan? Muahaha~ Then facebooking~ While wandering around, saw some festkum pictures.. Tibaa je rasa sayu je.. huhu~ miss all my friends.... :(

Actually uolz, many people said that it's a mistake for me joining festkum.. coz I'm bazir-ing my time rather than looking for jobs.. :( Tak lah.. Uolz, I think again for many times, and I still think that it's not a mistake.. I can travel, relax my mind, meet a lot of new friends, good experience! I even cuba bakat for pembaca berita under RTM booth dat day.. Kelakar dohhh.. haha~ And, kelakar juga when I won the karaoke competition organized by Filem Negara. Actually kan, cerita asalnya, only got 5 prizes, and kelima-lima kawan I including me la, join this competition.. U want to know nyanyi lagu ape? Haaaa... I bet you don't know the song! hahaha! Coz it's lagu koporat Filem Negara dohhh.. hahaha~ Then I won the first prize. Tiba je! I never sing K kot.. Got once la when I join singing competition during Form 3 with my friend, got consolation prize. Then never sing except caroling during Christmas. Hahaha~ Nak pecah perut gelak kot when 5 of us got the prize! :) Senyum lebar bila terkenang memori indah...

Well, kenangan indah although I sakit mata during the event and got sick after coming back~ Haha~ Let's see the picture below. Looks like after cry for few hours kan? Hahaha~ Sakit mata la.. Plus sleep at 4am, woke up at 7/8am~ Haha~ Kenangan manis! ^^

Anyway, today will be another day looking for job! Oh ya, I found a programme which really suits people who studied business, especially AINI AZMI!!! Makcik!!! Datang lah sini kerja!!! KAMI RINDU ANDA!!!! hahahaha~ Tapi nanti I cite na! Tapi uolz boleh g google dulu or g website dia.. It's called FSTEP. Anyone who ever joined this is seriously welcomed to share with me your experience or tell me more about it! ^^ Outz dulu~ Update later....! ^^❤


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If you do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes.
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