-1 Litre of Tears-

-1 Litre of Tears-

I guess most of you have been kinda familiar with this - 1 Litre of Tears. :)

A Japanese television drama for Fuji Television which is aired at year 2005, about a girl who has diagnosed with an incurable disease called spinocerebellar degeneration when she was 15 years old, but was able to continue her life until her death at the age of 25.

I had watched it last semester actually. But seriously, you won't feel bored when you watched it again and again. Yet, this drama motivates oneself with the story itself, with the how strong characters that Aya has and with the great scripts of this drama.

Actually this drama is based on a true story diary written by Aya Kito (July 19, 1962 - May 23, 1988) published shortly before her death. She writes because for her, "I write because writing is evidence that I am still alive"

There's some scripts of this drama that really touched my heart and I remembered it so far (will be updated if i watch it again) :-

"I really don't want to say things such as "I want to go back how things were before."
I recognize how I am right now, and I will continue to live on."
- Aya, episode 5 -

"Getting the disease isn't unlucky. It's only inconvenient."
- Asumi, episode 7 -

SAD! SAD! SAD! but what to do....

I bring my lappy along today to Dectar
just in case if i need to online and check my mails
for the assignments that my friend had e-mailed me..

don't really know what brings me
to sit at the chairs behind choir..
Maybe this will really happen too in the future..
I put my lappy on the chair beside me
sleeping calmly with my files and documents

Who knows, huh..
The chair flipped back,
and my lappy...
"tappppp!!"

I was still blur at that time
till my friend yelled at me
"jingjing!! laptopppppp!!!"

I was like....... "OMG........"
what will happen to my dear baby???!!!

once i open it....
hurm....
it's just a bit too "PINKY!!!"
in other words,
the LCD screen just spoiled
when it hit the floor..

Hurm..
guess how it looks like?
then look at the pics below.
Anyhow,
Don't ever put your lappy on these kinds of chairs again.
who knows, huh..
Hurm...

... ...

* well.. this is overall how it looks like after the fall..*

*i was actually bloggin in this kind of situation!! *sigh**

*Hurm... Did my blog looks like this in your screen? :(

*And this is how my facebook new layout! HAHAHA*


*And this pula is my pet society's pet, Bibi~ in pinkY!!*

...::::: When I nEed yOu - Rod StewArt :::::...

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so want to give you
It's only a heart beat away

When I need love
I hold out my hand and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

Miles and miles of empty space in between us
A telephone can't take the place of your smile
But you know I won't be traveling forever
It's cold out but hold out and do like I do

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so want to give you baby
It's only a heart beat away

It's not easy when the road is your driver
Honey that's a heavy load that we bear
But you know I won't be traveling a lifetime
It's cold out so hold out and do like I do

When I need you

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

When I need you
I close my eyes
I hold out my hand and I've got you darlin'
It's only a heart beat away
Now listen
When I need you darlin'
I hold you, feel ya
Give it to me baby

And I miss ya baby
Just close my eyes and I'm with you
And I need you tonight
You know it's only a heart beat away

...::::: The ShOw - LenkA :::::...

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign And synchronize in time
It's a joke Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go And just enjoy the show

dum de dum dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back I want my money back
I want my money back Just enjoy the show

I want my money back I want my money back
I want my money back Just enjoy the show

...::::: PergI - AizAt :::::...

Sayu terpisah
Hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah

Berhembus angin rindu
Begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu

Hujan lebat mencurah kini
Bagaikan tiada henti
Kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
Tak lagi kudengari

Kau pergi... pergi...

Sepi tanpa kata
Terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa
Apa pun kata mereka
Biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia

+ mOtif jUdge peOple???!!! +

P/S: Post ini hanya untuk melepaskan perasaan dalam hati ini semata-mata~
Please leave this page if you don't think you want to know it~~
~Thank you~


Saya tak suka!

Sekiranya anda tidak mengenali saya,
Please don't make the judgement!!

I don't need judgement
and I don't need you to spread the rumours for me!

Hello~
If you nak tahu sebab sesuatu perkara,
tanya depan2 okay~
Don't talk behind people!
Coz it is rude!!

"Dgr cite you ni bla bla bla bla~
Tak de lar... dgr cite diorng~ la la la la la.."

Fine~
I apologize if I do anything yang buat you all misunderstood
But I have reason for what I did
So if you don't know,
PLEASE ASK~
and I'm sure that I'll tell you..

I know I'm not good enough like you all
But that's the reason I'm there
to learn from all of you
I just have too much to learn
But please respect me as how I respect you

-THANK YOU-

= = 07-08-09 = =

Last friday,

I was LEPAK-ing with my lovely course mates after class

Thanks a lot friends coz ajak me for dinner~ =)

and

at last I didn't left alone in my room!

THANKS
to
** Hui Er, Fee Ming, Poh Lee, Jo, & Peng Peng as well **

=)

So, to show how thankful I am,

I UPLOADED some photos~

HAPPY SHARING then~ =)

P/S : you guys will 'LOVE' it!!!!
*hik hik hik hik*

Looks yummy, huh?? hehehe~
Well, I dunno~ It's Feeming's!
Let's see~


Faster eat lah my dear!
I wanna know how it taste!!

"It's HOT lah!!!" she said..
HAHAHA~



Yah, she's going to put it in her mouth~ yummys!!


"OH MY GOD!!!

It's SO HEAVEN!!"

Haha~ I should've try it~ =)


Polly~
with her claypot rice =)

"It's just too hot to eat it in a claypot!!!"
HAHAHA


And this is Hui Er~ =)

Spicy??!!

Nah~ Who ask you to pick that!
Kekeke :P



Another looks yummy noodle??

=)

Ask Ah Jo, it's hers~

Let's see....


Jo! So is it nice??

Haha~

She don't need a dialogue!!

Look at her face and you'll know it!!
=)





:P I dunno what it calls but it's Feeming's!


... ...


After that, we saw an old man

(whom Hui Er they all wanna choose him
to be the documentary character~)

So, briefly we got his contact number,

And they will start doing their docu soon.. =)

Love their idea! Myself can't wait to see their coming soon docu!

GAMBATTE yar to you all!!! =)

== Like h.e.l.l !! >__< ==

>___<

Just FOUND that it's really HARD

for me to written down something

like an ASSIGNMENTS

in ENGLISH!!!!

my GOSH!!!!

TAK SUKE!!!!

Sob sob sob.... :'(

+ JuZ mY dInnEr +

So this is roughly my dinner tonight~ =)



Well, lets see...


my hotdog bun~

with my Seasons Cincau~
a cucuk of nuggets~

and....

What's dat dekat tepi2 tuh???

*AHAKZ!!*


Choc cakes?????!!!

Hehehehehe........

Just got it just now around 10p.m something~ =)

Who gave me???

hehehehe~ it's from a GUY if you want to know~

=P

From a FRIEND la~

His HANDMADE as well =) ~

Hehe.. Fahd, want a marks??

Hmmmm...~

maybe 6 out of 10!

Hahaha~

Wat?? X puas hati?

Alaaa~ give you some space to do better ma..

HAHAHAHHA...

anyway.. Thanx and..

a thumb up for you, fahd!! =)

P/S :: bolehlah ade lagi next time.. hehehe~ i tunggu! lepas raya!!! XD

..::::: tHis iS fOr |:::y:::O:::u:::| :::::...

Hi ♥ How are you lately?

It has been a while..

2 weeks maybe?

I have been thinking of you a lot lately

Why?

Coz~

I'm just simply falling in ♥ with yOu

A ♥ which will stands firm here!

Baby ♥

Maybe you already know

But just hope you really understand

I

♥LOVE♥

YOU




I had written it down on the sand

But the water had splashed it away

=(



But trust me

♥

I'm a NINJA!!

Coz' I don't simply give up!




And I LOVE YOU thiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much



Everytime when i see

♥YOU♥

my little ♥ smiles

=)

Everything happens for a reason

Tying my best for what i want in my life
isn't a mistake

I will keep going
to take your heart back

Life should be with laughters and ♥LOVE♥



I'm thankful for YOU who appear in my LIFE

♥

♥

= tHis iS fOr mY bEst BuddieSSS =

Darlings!!

All my uni frens~

either my coursemates, technical buddies,
other buddies as well, sisters eva, or brOs!!

and

also my fRiendS in mY LifE!!

(hehe~ how i wanna list that all??
you guys tau2 sendiri la ye.. hik hik)

this is for you all~ i love you all!!

+ memories +

Just an information..

Yesterday,
I had lost a very good neighbour.. =(

I could still remember,
how he loved to tease me
to make me smile

I could still remember,
how he loved to chit chat with us
telling us the 'latest news'

I could still remember,
how generous he is to everyone
giving us his own-planted veges

I could still remember,
the way he cycles to workplace
just hope to save more money for his children

He will always be in my mind..
Will always remember him..

This is the first time someone around me passed away..
and could really feel that
Life is just too short...

Everyone,
Treasure what you have now..
Especially our parents..
and
Live your days to the fullest!

Smile!! =)

:: + Wat a dAy. HuH + ::

Today???

Well~

I missed my HARI KELUARGA..

Then~

went to Dectar BUT they just finished up! >__<

Motiffffff??? Huhh~

So~

went lunch with ella, aini, ina

x puas hAti!!!!

x nak bAlik gtu jer!!!

So~~

went PTSL looking for journal & books~

HAPPY!!!

manage to borrow 5 books

5p.m!!

wait for bus - half an hour -

WHAT??!

NO BUS???!!!!

walk back to KKM
*** with my heavy bags + books + my lappy ***

bought dinner as well~

Then now am watching movies

+ blogging!!~~ +


NEXT???

might be my assignments!!~ kakaka =P

P/S no.1 :: menurut seorang kawan, jgn susah hati~BE POSITIVE!! You should know what you want in your life and GO FOR IT!!

So~ GAMBATTE KUDASAI!!!!!
to everyone~ ^__^

P/S no.2 :: i miss you, hubby.. i hope you understand~

.. At This Moment ..

Jiwang session should be over..!!

Weee..!!
Well, I post a shout out just now at FB
"Jingjing : cries..."

:) Thanks for my friends who told me not to cry..
Well in which i cry more at that time..

"Why I cry??"
Hmm.. I dunno..
Maybe I missed him too much..
Maybe coz of the sentimental melodies..
Maybe coz of some sad scenes that appears in my mind..
Maybe I'm sad bout the forgetful me..
And the lazy me as well..

Hmmphh! It seems the time for me to stand up right!
To do all my stuffs right!!
Jingjing shouldn't be sitting and thinking anymore..
Jingjing got a mission!!!! :P

Haha.. Okay~ Got to go..
Will be going to fac pay my F1 shirt money..
Then heading back to DECTAR..
Maybe attend for the MENTION meeting for a while..
Both sides is important to me as well.. :)

Okiesh~
Got to go for my shower again!! (the 4th time today as well.. :P)
Chaoz~ :)

:: When The Heart Speaks... ::

Dis morning.. when i wake up at 5..

Once i open my eyes,
How much i HOPE there's a text from you
Even if it's just a blank message
it'll still be okay..

I've been MISSING you a lot lately..

.....
Silence..
but it doesn't means that I'll give up.
I knew,
I have done wrong.
maybe a mistake
that stay in your heart long..
I APOLOGIZE
with all my heart,
if I'm not too late..

I've LOST
once you no more hold my hand
once you let me go..
But I'll RUN,
And I'll go after you
and grip your hand
I'll no longer let you go
and don't ever let me go

I ain't dreaming
As I am going after what I want to ACHIEVE in my life
Nobody knows what will happen in the future
But at least I work hard on what is IMPORTANT in my life
I'll leave to God everything
And I'll follow the flows
But I WON'T easily give up
And I'll just keep on going!! :)