5:10pm

Hmm.. It's 5:10pm and it's raining heavily outside. :(

Hmm.. And I not yet finish my Midas thingy. Had finish edit my 9 Midas scripts, have managed to finish 7 reports. Still got 4 to go and one more final report. Planning to finish weekly reports only at 6pm. Hope could make it. Will be back! :)

G-R-R-R-R!!!

Exam??!!! Chill la whey.. Assignment not yet settle plus thesis not yet done. No time to think about exam okay. G-R-R-R!!!

Bad Girl

Am a bad girl today. Coz am gonna skip my post moterm and will continue do my work. Still struggle to complete my Midas reports. Argh! I need to be faster! hope at noon I finish the Midas thingy. And I can continue to render my video. Then baru proceed to Dr Samad's report. T__T God, guide me!!!

Oh ya, by the way! forgot to tell you. I need to pay RM15 again!!! Just for lambat daftar kursus. Arghhh! I paid for the awal semester okay! And now pay again? Motif no one tell us... Arghhh! So anyone who not yet daftar Sem 3 kursus for internship, you better go and pay the fine. If not, lagi teruk kot! *BIG SIGH OKAY!!*

:: 5p.m ::

*Weeeeee!* I just finished my case study. But sadly, it's not on time. Haha! It's 4p.m right now and I'm damn hungry okay! Haha! Anyway, proceed to Midas reports and scripts until 5p.m! Got to go! Mmuacks!

[Run]

1.57p.m. Finish my report. Huh.. Going for my next assignment. Case study. Planning to finish at 2.30pm. Gagagaga! RUNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1.30pm

Now is 1.16p.m. Planning to finish Media Organization Management at 1.30p.m. G-R-R-R! Left kesimpulan je kot.. >_______<

[Jing's life Updated]

Weehaa! Final week dy. Wanna know my latest perkembangan? Hahaha! Well, to answer En. Daud question, my thesis is as usual. :P Anyway, hey people, am gonna present my MCP this Saturday and hand in every document to Dr. Asiah too. So means, am gonna finish my MCP soon. :)

Actually now am in my class. Just finished my Media Organization Management presentation. And trying to finish my report as fast as I could. (hahaha! but still have time blogging? :P) After finish this, am gonna finish my Midas report and all. Then, go on with Dr. Safar's assignment plus render the video of my PB course. Oh ya, last Thursday, had problem render my video in avi format. Dunno why.. :(

Hmm.. Final week. Am not gonna study for my exam. Instead, that's my precious time for my thesis. :) So, got to go. Had to be "rajin" girl now. If not, Jay wouldn't layan me. Haha!

P/S: Jay, thanks for the motivation! Love you! *Weeeeeee!*

I Wanna Grow Old With You

Hey people! :) Yups, there are lots of stuff that I wanted to share with you all. Hehe. But firstly, let me share this song with you. Love this song a lot. :) Hope my prince of my life could sing this song for me one day, as I will say yes, I wanna grow old with you, too! :)

I WANNA GROW OLD WITH YOU - ADAM SANDLER
I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you.

I'll get you medicine,
When your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh it could be so nice,
Growin' old with you.

I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you.
Even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink.
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man,
Who grows old with you.

I wanna grow old with you.

P/S: When you wanna sing for me, huh, Jay? Hahahaha! Bwekks! :P

...

Today, will be our production's MCP recording. Lord, please be with us. Take away my fear. Take away my worried. Calm my heart, calm everyone's heart and mind. Oh Lord, let us work in a team. Tighten the bond between us. We had prepared all this for this moment, just for today. Oh Lord, we pray that everything will go smoothly. We cannot plan it to go smoothly, but we will do our best, and avoid what is not wish to happen. Oh Lord, if there's any sudden things happen, calm my heart, calm my mind.. let us solve it together. Oh Lord, we put everything in your hand and look upon your guidance...

Control!

"Kawalan adalah satu sistem yang penting dalam pengurusan blah blah blah blah..."

Control, Jing. You have your own body. Control your mind, control your mood. Be in good mood, be energetic, be cheerful. You have Midas today. You might bored the listeners if you're not in a good mood. You'll not be able to finish things if you are not in a good mood. Control yourself, Jing.

Time is not waiting for anyone. I need to finish up my Midas scirpt. 12.30pm on air. Not yet done with Dr. Faridah's case study. 1.3opm have appointment with Dato' Adilah. Tomorrow I have MCP recording. And also my PB presentation. Now, my PB presentation slides are not yet done. So do the video. Not yet finish editing. Everything have to be done today. Help me, Lord. Hang on. You can do it, Jing. ♥

Medicine

Oh ya, forgot to tell you. Flu and sore-throat is attacking me! >__<

Oh my, not medicine again..... T__T

I'm back!

"Stay in good mood, Jing Jing.."

Keep on repeating this in my mind and remind myself that bad mood won't get me any further. I need self-motivation as I have tonnes of work that I need to finish up. Still not in the track anyway. :(

By the way, I'm thankful enough to have Jay beside me. He is whom I turn to when I want to be loved. He is whom I turn to when I need a place to rest. He is whom I turn to when I can burst out everything and cry out loud. Jay, I'm sorry whenever Mr. Emotional came to me but honestly I'm thankful that you're always there for me. :)

Another thing, it's a happy news. After nearly one week I lost my kitten, (aka my baby) I found him last night! I cry in front of him while I feed him with the cat biscuits. Feel so much to scold him, but I couldn't. Feel so much to hug him, but he would run even further. Sitting still far from him and drop my tears. Mama missed you so much, baby. Please don't run away again. But I'm happy to see him whenever I'm back my college. Within 3 years I stayed at hostel, first time I wanted to back early to make sure he's there. ♥

This week is the so-called 13th week. Seriously, I hate this. I want more time, please? With all the assignments, I even stuck and dunno where to start. :( Many of us fall sick and kinda tense right now. With the loaded pressure from MCP, with not-yet-done thesis. I cry for this moment. Just to feel much better.

Hmm.. these few days.. Gloomy days for many people. Don't know why. But don't dare to disturb other people as well. Scared will make things getting worse. Pray that everyone will getting better, and going fine within these last few weeks. ♥ you all. :)

Jing Jing's going to run faster so that she could get herself on track. :) Go, Jing. ♥

Everything will be fine

God, lighten my path..
Show me your guidance..

Hold my hand..
And warmth my heart..

Please say "everything will be fine,
Just be strong for this moment.."

Please say "everything will be fine,
Just for a little while,
everything will be fine.."

Yes, everything will be fine...

My MCP Checklist [updated]

My MCP's Checklist [NEW]

1. Script Assistant's Script [checked]
2. Cameraman's Script [checked]
3. Video Tape Operator's Script [checked]
4. Audio man's Script [checked]
5. Graphic man's Script [checked]
6. Host's Cue Card
7. Backdrop designing & logo
8. Public Service Announcement (P.S.A) [checked]
9. Advertisement
10. Studio Indie's montage [checked]
11. Sok Sek's ID [checked]
12. Jalan Yok's ID [checked]
13. Music Video [checked]
14. Rolling Credits [checked]
15. Save everything to VT
16. Confirmation of props. (Drum, stools)
17. Artist's Contract
18. Food & Beverage during recording day
19. Background Music in CD [checked]

MCP Checklist

My MCP's Checklist

1. Script Assistant's Script
2. Cameraman's Script [checked]
3. Video Tape Operator's Script [checked]
4. Audio man's Script
5. Graphic man's Script [checked]
6. Host's Cue Card
7. Backdrop designing & logo
8. Public Service Announcement (P.S.A) [checked]
9. Advertisement
10. Studio Indie's montage [checked]
11. Sok Sek's ID [checked]
12. Jalan Yok's ID [checked]
13. Music Video [checked]
14. Rolling Credits
15. Save everything to VT
16. Confirmation of props. (Drum, stools)
17. Artist's Contract
18. Food & Beverage during recording day

only 7 out of 18 is checked. I need to be faster. :(

Memory of December

Hi! Dunno why couldn't really put in the right mood on my assignments. Hehe. Had promise to upload long ago. But didn't have the time yet to upload here. So, post some pics here. Actually what I did the most there is photography. Busy looking for the nice spot taking pictures. Haha. That's why you could hardly see me in the pics. Haha. Anyway, really wish to go there once again. Maybe, one day! :)

This is one of the building in the uni. If I not mistaken, it's Kyong Hee University,
where once I thought I was at London. :)

Look at the building. That's their hall. Their stage are awesome and extremely big! Oh no, not only the stage. Also the seats in the hall! I think it's 20 or 30 times bigger than our uni's hall. :D

I think it's at the Museum. We visit lots of museum. This is one of the military's museum. Jets, rockets, planes, and many more. We had lunch there, it's called wedding hall or something I think. Haha

Oh, I love this place! My friend ended up become my model. Haha. This is one of the museum too! There is a palace and the palace never renovate. It stay as how it is. Awesome, right?


Oh, we had a boring time here. Where our TNC go and find some silk cloth and we end up resting for a while. Haha. You see the smoke? Imagine how cold we are there. :)


We are at airport when this pic is taken. Like this anyway. :)


Nami Island. Which is also Winter Sonata's shooting location. Actually there's a brave general died here and his name is Nami. So the island is named upon him to remembered him. It's a very nice place. Here you can see four different scenes during four different seasons. Cool!


Is the sky from Korea different from Malaysia's? I think it's just the same. :)


One of my favourite picture. I collect some of this leaves. Haha. Since I couldn't bring back the air or snows from Korea, at least I brought back the leaves! :D

Anyway, there're much more pictures. Will upload some other days.
Oh ya, feel free to comment! I appreciate it! :)

Oh, kitty.. kitty.. kitty.. :)

Hey, I'm back!! :) Before I heading my way to my bathroom, feel like writing something here.

Anyway, tell you something.. I am recently facing financial problem again. But yet, I can spent 10 bucks on a kitten! *hehe* (he or she?) I think it's a he. Well, found him after chinese new year. A white kitten. Supposedly there are 3 kittens. 2 black and him, a white kitten. But I think his brothers and sisters had go and have their own home.. But this little white kitten still stay under the roof.. And, I feed him every day. However, he still very scared with human, including me. But *love!* him! I spent my days with him.. Staring at him, talk to him, cry in front of him.. Hehe.. These are few of his pics.. Enjoy! :)

This is their album cover! ^^

You found them? Look at the kitten! *CUTE!!!* Mmuacks!!!




My dear kitty.. *love* & *hugs* :)

P/S: Oh ya, did I ever tell you that I used to scared of cats? :) This is a big change in me.. :)

Oh ya, btw, Jay now used to call me ~*h♥ney*~ hehe..

Yes terday

Gloomy. My planning to do my thesis failed again today. So do last night.

Remembered I told you that I was back at 3 in the morning? Supposedly, I could have back to my room after finished my playlist. It's at around 7pm. But can't yet as I had a meeting of my Pilihan Bebas courses.

Had the whole night "balut" all the prizes and candies. Oh, for sure it's not for fun. We are going to launch this dance competition among kindi kids this Saturday. (However, it postponed to next Saturday T__T) Somehow, found that pretty uncomfortable on how they work. Unseriously. Slow though have a lot of people coming last night. Couldn't really understand. Don't they want to finished everything as fast as they could? :(

Anyway, after finished everything at 12, went to KTHO, "tapau" meggie goreng and heading my way to DECTAR. (It's raining heavily so was asking my brother to send me back) But it end up going back with my another friend, XXX as we are in same college. Her bf broke his leg yesterday. So we sent him home and on the time we thought of going back, XXX's friends called. Why? To celebrate her birthday. T____T I was pretty tired ady but I have to join. No choice. And reach my room at 3am. *sigh* Thinking on my mountain-stacked assignments, Midas script and so so so on. Very de-motivated.

God, give me more strengths.. To be motivated, to be positive..

3 a.m.

3.07am. Just reach my room. Nothing much to say. Just, today things doesn't go smoothly as I planned and expected. Just, everything. Everything doesn't seems right. Feel so helpless. Useless.

emo? XD

Hey.. Sorry for late posting most-recently news of mine. :)

First of all, now is 1:12 in the morning and I just came back from Puchong, met Matahari band for some discussion before our MCP. Tired? Ya, I'm.. Hehe. Why? Wanna offer help me do my stuff ker? Kah kah kah!

Anyway, all my planning goes another U-turn from what I had planned. First, thought will manage to settle up about the interview with ketua pengarah RTM by today. Who knows, they called. And the best part is Datuk is not free after 19th March. Baik punya. So our backup plan - Plan A: book his 20th March time for the interview. Plan B: Answer je lah our question in and email us. :D Haha!

Another thing is, hmm.. Well, today is my first time handle studio camera. Never touch studio camera before this as I has no opportunity to handle it. Anyway, I didn't done a good job. Feel so sorry for the group I help. Feels like I ruined up everything. Hmm, maybe I can help up with the static camera, not the hand held camera for the very first time. Anyway, I will just follow if they need my help on anything. Sorry ya for the mistakes I've done.. :)

Hmm, and, actually I planned to do my THESIS today. Didn't have the opportunity. Sad. Hmm.. How to say ar.. Ermm.. I dunno how people label me. Maybe I look calm and doesn't care anything about my assignments, or my thesis.

Maybe only certain of my close friends can understand me. I planned today the whole day spent on my thesis. But I can't. Between MCP and thesis, I chose MCP. It's not fair for my group mates if I didn't join them, isn't? And they have their own stuff to do, too.

I cried today in front of Jay today. I was so lost. I just want to do my own work. Many, plenty of stuff I not yet done..

People might say me padan muka. I don't really feeling comfortable when people compare themselves with me. I'm not you.. You maybe can stay up for 2 or 3 nights and finish your stuff. But I just cannot be like you. The more I stay awake, my mind will be more jammed. And it is just EMPTY. I very depends on my mood. When I'm in good mood, I can do my work easily. But when I'm not, no matter how hard I try, I will only sit there and come out with nothing. Everyone has there own ways on doing their work.. Staying cool even not yet done my work is just a way to make myself calm. Don't judge me if you don't really know me. I have feelings, too.. :(

Anyway, I had done with my montage of "Kembali selepas ini...". Wanna know how it looks like? Hehe.. Will upload some other days.

SO.......... WAIT for it~ :)

8

Day EIGHT.

Am going to have lunch with Jay! :D
(lunch only.. cause he want me to finish my work first.. T___T)

Bubye! Chat with you after I coming back la~ Hehe. Chao~

geeee :D

Back to you! I'm happy today! Know what, I and Amy today are doing our PSA. Had almost done. Actually is done. But since Abg Mie said it's not okay enough, so might want to edit it back~

Anyway, we then try to do our ID segment after we had our.... err... Breakfast, lunch and dinner at around 5 or 6pm. We try design graphic at first with photoshop. But then we hope to have more graphics in our ID video. So was thinking hard how to do all this.

Haha. For your information, we just try and it's just very first experimental trying with graphics in Vegas Pro. Cause, you couldn't design pictures or shapes together with SFX like PowerPoint.

If you insert JPEG picture in Vegas Pro, it won't be transparency. Actually we just thought to figure our about GIF. But who knows, when we put GIF picture in Vegas, it turn out transparency! *Happy!*

So inspiration came, try with the effects and transitions, with other picture, we then "Oooohhh!"

Haha! Happy and having fun anyway. Here's a short-short video of what we had made, but it's just for fun. So don't put in mind about the graphics or anything. We just syok sendiri cause it's just very first time and we do it ourselves. :)

* Yes terday *

Morning people! I was shocked that I can wake up so early by myself! haha! Really hope I can switch back my normal time and works things out.

Anyway, my production group had done with the PSA shooting yesterday. *Phew!* Relief~ The next step will be editing. Thousands of thanks to Abang Rosli who is willing to help us, and also to Aini and the guy who acted as her husband, also to Amirul Adham who willing to help us, and also my production group with the teamwork. Glad everything is going smoothly~ :)

By the way, another group, I mean another course of mine, Pengurusan Organisasi Media, need us to interview Datuk Ibrahim Yahya from RTM. So had called his PA and deal with the time. *Happy!* It'll be on next Tuesday 5 to 6pm. And so do the letter thingy cause Kak Umie will help us! *Thankful~* :D

Oh ya! My Global Beat! I'm happy today that I really enjoy on air though there's some technical mistake and my voice is not really in so okay condition. But manage to handle it. I purposely fade out my mic then fade in more the background music just to *cough!* haha! Luckily I can handle it. :P

Haha. Anyway, had been busy the whole day. So didn't really text Jay yesterday. Sorry Jay~ hehe. Miss you, but hope could concentrate on my stuff first. Today will be another busy day! Go for it!

It's DAY 6. And today Jay start to call me! *Happy!*

* Malam Ini, ku..... *

Hi people! *Sigh* How's your day? Sorry bout the post just now. The so de-motivated post. :(

Anyway, I have to tell myself "Keep moving on!", time is running out! *Sigh*

So, I have done with my Global Beat playlist. Am now reading about Bali, Indonesia. Oh ya, don't forget to log on to Radio Midas tomorrow. My Global Beat will be on 12.30pm - 1.30pm. Hmm.. I heard some people said only allowed Internet Explorer. I pun tak tau lah.. *sigh*..... Log on if you free lor. Maybe you can travel with me to Bali while you're having lunch? Hehe. Not bad right? :P (Muka tak malu lah katanya.)

Done my playlist, so now should move on to my script. Nah, not script MCP. Tu not yet done. This will be my Radio Midas script first. Now read about Bali from lonely planet. Hope can get some idea~

Hmm, then will be something about MCP.

Maybe design setting? *sigh*

Or maybe scripts? *sigh*

Maybe the presentation for Dr Asiah class this Friday about our MCP. *BIG SIGH*

Then should move on by planning something for our trip or interview to RTM with Datuk Ibrahim Yahya. Sorry Cikin, not yet call him. Maybe tomorrow we do it together. *sigh*


P/S: Anyway. Thanks to my thesis supervisor yang asyik kirim salam. Waalaikumsalam. Hmm. So when should I do my thesis? -unknown answer- *BIG BIG SIGH!*

* Empty *

I not yet done anything. I mean, my own work and assignment. :(

Had been spending a day, trying to fit in every group's MCP traning time. My dear friends, I apologize if this troubles you. I don't mean to disturb you all and keep on asking "Are you fine with this time?" or "Can you change to this group?".. I just try to do my best for everyone of you.. Sorry..

Now, am sitting outside of the studio, looking for songs, for my Global Beat play list. A bit tired. Not in the good condition. Down. Not self-motivated. Speechless. Sigh. Sorry..

Busy! Shoo! Shoo!

Today gonna be a busy day.

8am-12pm -> classes

Then have to settle up MCP training timetable + real MCP date & time with Dr Asiah and also En Daud.

Then, my script for MCP sisipan.

Then, my tomorrow Midas (Global Beat) playlist.

Then, Pengurusan Organisasi Media discussion. Where to go, Who to meet, What topic for interview, When to go.

Then, my *THESIS*! Duhhh! Bila lah nak buat nih!!! >____<

Aaarghhh! Gonna be crazy. Can I stop everything, stop the time and just everything, then concentrate on my thesis? P-l-e-a-s-e?

*DOWN* :(

Anyway, today is DAY FOUR. :(

10 Good Things in Him When I'm Blind

10 Good Things in Him When I'm Blind

1. He's a loyal lover, not a playboy. Once he loves, he really does.

2. Family comes first for him. He loves his family, and he is thankful enough for how God had arrange his life.

3. He protects me whenever we are in public. Especially in bus, trains.

4. Whenever I was angry, he take it as how it is. And he tries to cool me down. He never want to argue with me. Cause, he just loves me.

5. We shop groceries and toiletries together. Not every guy has the patient and sincerity to do this. He is one of the different one. :D

6. He plays badminton with me! And he never get frustrated when I just always couldn't get the badminton ball.

7. He always understand when I can't spare my time with him. Especially when I'm really busy with my studies. Instead, he helps me up too. With my schedule and motivates me. *Thanks dar!*

8. He plays piano! That really melts my heart okay. *I think he don't know bout this~ hehe*

9. He eats my food, just whatever that I cooked. He'll tell me if the food is not nice, but he'll finished up everything.

10. He is a guy who can accept me just as the way I am until now, though I keep on telling him "Why you just don't understand me..."

Day Three.